Things are looking pretty good at the moment

Can't stop smiling =)

Renaissance

I am going to give myself some hope

The Finish Line

The earth is warm next to my ear

Insects noise is all that I hear

A magic trick makes the world disappear

The skies are dark, they're dark but they're clear

A distant motorcade and suddenly there's joy

The snow and tickertape blurs all my senses numb

It's like the finish line where everything just ends

The crack of radios seems close enough to touch

Cold water, cleaning my wounds

A side parade, with a single balloon

I'm done with this, I'm counting to ten

Blue as seas, running to them

I feel like I am watching everything from space

And in a minute I hear my name and I wake

I think the finish line's a good place we could start

Take a deep breath, take in all that you could want

Closure

Things didn't work out fine.

But at least in the end, nobody is hurt anymore. At least she isn't now. And all that matters is that she isn't.

To be honest, I am so glad this episode is over. It's something that has been lifted off my shoulders. And off my chest. I feel a lot lighter now.

Drew is right. Let time help me on this. Perhaps it would be a distant memory soon.

But she will always reserve a special place in my heart. Somewhere deep inside there.

Thank you for the closure, girl.

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Triangle

Melancholy, pensive, saturnine.

Probably a few words to describe my feelings now.

I am glad that I took the right step. The few folks all believed I had done the right thing and I really suppose so.

Now things are quite hazy, and seeing her sad makes me quite sad and hurt too.

I don't suppose I would need an answer right now. I think I would let nature takes its own course and if things work out well, then it's a bonus. If otherwise, I guess it's a lesson in life to really suck it up when it is needed.

Angie said: Stay Strong. I would be. And thanks for the words of encouragement that some have given me. I really really appreciate them a lot.